Saturday, September 17, 2005

>>>>12th

It has been a darn long time since i last blogged. i thought my acc. is gone already but heng only half was gone. i think no one tagged and the tagboard ran away. lol
hmmm noawadys thou i din blog but i do read other ppl's blog and i realise sth>>> ppl who make their entries till very sad very 'can3' and very very kelian usually appeals to ppl more than entries tt are more 'happy'. anw, i think some ppl like to make their blog look like their graveyard with lots of other bei can scenarios u can think of. even if this person is falling in love wif someone secretly they will still make it vvv sad where i donno why lol.
i realised tt wad someone said was vv true. its hard to keep a blog. styms u really wan to express how u feel inside but u dowan some ppl to see it(even thou u are dying for tt person to see it). so there is always a dilemna of whether or not to include certain pts in the text.
hmmm yaa then for e past month i think i learnt alot. i donno why the sudden act but i hav been observing many couples on e road these days. then again, frm observation i do realise alot of things. come to think of it i realised tt at times i do expect things to be too much of a fairytale and when wad was expected does not happen disappoint sets in and all the bei can things will start. then i also realised how childish some of my past actions were. and to recall them makes me think tt im such an eediot and so dumd and. some actions i think were totally inappropriate.
Now i hav learnt to fang kai alot of things. not tt i don care anymore but maybe just tt i wan to expect little so as to achieve more in e end. u cant always sticktogether, styms really hav to go thru a 'cold' period in order to heat things up again. its also thru such periods tt i think i learn more each time to become a better person. Anw just wan to sae sry for my past actions, i'll try to change....
Still, i think tt trust and assurance is the most crucial thing. i think tt is the foundation to all tt couples are going to face. i think wif the two elements no amt of wind rain or soil erosion can make u all fall. trust me. hmmm girls think tt guys usually don need assurance but i think sometimes if u girls just think how u feel when u lack assurance, tt shud also be about wad we guys are goin thru other than in a smaller scale. but sometimes individuals also shudnt thionk too much laa. things are just not as dramatic as wad u'll thought them to be hahas.
haha vv long entry yaa at least i think i got to express some of my ideas. hmmm prelims is halfway thru le. still another half to chiong.luckks to u if u are reading this=)


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