Saturdayhmmm... today went back to sch to hav promotion test. got the
crap feeling on fri night already. hav to do a powerpt presentatio lol started at like 12 midnight then only finish it at 230. next morning woke up first word tt came into my mind was
"CRAP". then got out of bed had breakfast step out of house door with the
crappy feeling
. then on the way to sch donno why kept humming the song "MO RI ZHI LIAN". felt
crap. then got sch the test start. DOn think i did well for WOC kept shouting the wrong thing. then i like cant feel myself like tt dono wad im doing. MOI which is the presentation part is
TOTALLY CRAP. lol. i just
crap through my presentation
. suppose to be 8 min each. i think i 10 min already still at intro. in the end i only at like 1/3 of it. tt guy tell me to stop i still cont'd then he sae "u wan to fail issit". i suddenly hum diao then stopped. SHould be all.
Sundayhmmm... today maybe one of the hardest day i had this yr. woke up at like 5 am in the morning not knowing tt sth big and terrible had happen. in the aft realise sth big and terrible had happen then the feeling is like so i donno how to sae. hav like lots of things inside my body and all i wan to do is to shout them out "I AM A EEDIOTIC PIG!!!" and then let the wind blow them away but i think i f i do this ppl will think tt im crazy. so had everything in my body and its so terrible
..... styms i think we humans tend to let big and bad things happen already then we go and regret like donno fer wad. but i think this is how we learn to love and treasure the things or ppl we hav arnd us even more. it is also thru such events tt make us realise how important sth is to us. hmmm in any case. its really sad to noe or feel tt someone or something is not there when u need it the most. i no how the hell it feels...ANYWAY, realise and learn alot of things today. like not to slp so early...ya.
ok... till next time, treasure the things u hav arnd u
OH last thing, thx jieying fer helping me with the blog. but i got this in the end...(someone very very very nice made it) ya thx to U for making all this^_^.
Wotaoyanwoziji>>>
Saturday, April 23, 2005
testing testing (:
jieying in da house ! -.-
chuayewseng if you happen to be reading your own blog and is absolutely horrified to see the whole look of your blog changed and really want the original template back please tell me i still have the original copy. i just got carried away and re-did the whole template. the stuffs are still there, just that the fonts look abit different. and the chatterbox is gone. ( replaced with a comments link ) whoaa. enjoy!
Hahaha...
hmmm ytd had a wonderful and fantastic time(my b'day)lol.
haha everything started at midnight when i cut e cake wif my family plus my bro's girlfren. first time celebrate like tt quite nice. ya thx to my mum who woke me up while im in the middle of lala land. she was there"Boy ah! QI lai! Qie dan gao le!"lol. hmmm finish cutting and eating cake already went online chit chat for a while then ZZzzZZzz...
haha then in the day went to queensway to change the pair of shoe u guys(>bottom)bought me.lol.in the afternoon went to the movies hmmm was pretty nice. very funny and entertaining some parts was like so darn lame tt u will go -_- lol. haha really really ENJOYED myself vv much in the movies on the way there and back(everything la)lol. cake was nice.
At night had dinner wif my family then went hm.cant believe i fell asleep at 10 ytd.wasted 2 hrs lol.tts y im doing all this now haha.
well, i guess tts all. hmm pretty long for the first update lol
Anw thx to all who wished me well and the gifts!!!
Million thx to:
#wanyi,joanna,nicole
>zhengliang,yuzhen,shaorong,engping,bingrong
>xiaoting,yingjing,pearl
>cheesing,jieying
>QI HUI^_^(apple&waffle)